TXQT8705

~*~Do you dare to listen~*~

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Pain by TXQT8705, literature

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Pain

No one would dare read my thoughts. If they did they just might wish i'd never been born. They would hear about the kind of pain that isn't spoken of. Pain that is unbearable. They would cry many tears. In hopes of somehow erasing some of my pain. Their hearts would instantly be softened. They would wish that there was someway to wish my pain away. But i guess that is only what would happen to those who chose to listen. Who cared to listen. The others might laugh and give me their deepest apologies and walk off with a smirk on their face. I'd be able to hear their cutting words behind my back. Their whispers late in the night. M

The Truth by TXQT8705, literature

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The Truth

I cried and i cried hoping to find an escape. An escape from this reality. The one i had made for myself. I hate it. Everything i became and the things i had lost. I gained nothing by trying to please others. Nothing at all. I believed what the world had told me. If i tried a little harder i just might be accepted. But you want to know what i have come to find out? The realization that came to me? All lies. The person i became isn't who i really am. It is someone i wish not to be. And no matter what the world has told me... I shouldn't be ashamed of what i believe in and what i stand for. It's a sad sad story i tell, but a tr

Taken Away by TXQT8705, literature

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Taken Away

I took everything i was ever given for granted. And before i knew what hit me, it was all taken away. Everything i ever loved. Those i loved so dear. Ripped from the very grasp of my hands. It all happened so fast. In the blink of an eye. One minute it was right there in front of me and then the next...it was gone. Now all i have to hold onto are the memories i forever kept. And hope. The hope that maybe one day i will see it all once again. Maybe even life. Maybe, i too, will also feel life within me. I'm trying to remember what it felt like...before it was taken away..

This Love by TXQT8705, literature

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Who Knows by TXQT8705, literature

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Who Knows

I like the way you whisper in my ear Comforting me, telling me i have nothing to fear I love the way i feel It's becoming all too real Please never go away Tell me again you'll stay Cause i can't let you go Cause i love you more than you'll ever know Run your hands through my hair Tell me again how much you care Look me in my eyes And tell me you'll never say goodbye Cause without you, you know, my life just wouldn't be the same Cause i was unhappy before you came But you show me something new everyday It's just because you have a special way Of making everything alright Even though at times we may fight I know in the end it

Mine by TXQT8705, literature

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Mine

Look on me one more time Reminds me of these moments i can call you mine Take my hands and never let me go Let my love for you be what i show I don't want this to ever end For as long as i can, ill try to pretend That you will forever be mine to keep Man, i wish that could somehow be Love me one more time Cause it reminds me of this moment when i can call you mine Promise me you'll stay by my side Or as long as you can, you'll at least try? I swear i won't ever let you down I don't think id even know how Cause youre everything to me Everything i wish could one day be Look one me one more time And please say you'll be mine...

Mistake by TXQT8705, literature

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Mistake

I made a mistake And the silence is more than i can take Can't you see that i would fix it if i could Cause i know i should Please don't leave me here I'm tired of these damn tears Can i go back to being young again When i didn't even know the definition of sin Please come back with me When we both were set free You were my closest friend You promised me til' the end I know i can't take back what i did But i swear to God i won't ever do it again Do you want me to go? And be someone you never even cared to know? Cause i can make it be And you can go on with life without worrying about me being your misery And you can go back

Darkness is Calling by TXQT8705, literature

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Darkness is Calling

Rainy day No other way I take back everything i ever said Cause i can no longer fight back death This is my call This is my plan This is where i stand On the edge of darkness Where there's no light left Your promises i always kept But this wasnt meant to be Dont you see I'm gonna say farwell And hope you dont tell The secret that was a part of me The one that was the only key I was a mistake from the very start That is why we must part Leave me on this road alone And let me be in my zone The blood is calling my name But its voice is no longer the same It's cold And it's all i hold The pain is deep The fall i took thi

Accepting The Fact by TXQT8705, literature

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Accepting The Fact

Why cant we go back to yesterday When everything was okay Why cant we go back to when you loved me And we told each other we'd be together til the end of eternity What happened to those good ole days When things weren't ever in a haze You would take my hands into yours And tell me i was your only cure From the insanity in this world Cause i was your girl God, if only i could go back Before we both lost track I just want to go back to being yours alone And being your only source of hope I dont really care that it's all wrong Just as long as we keep on singing our song If only i could take back my words of hate But it's alrite

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Playing With Sin by TXQT8705, literature

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Playing With Sin

She's been playing this game again Fooling around with that dangerous one, called sin She loves the rush it sometimes can give her But she hates the moments, when it leaves her hurt She knows not what she does is wrong She only wishes to sing her last song But it's not that easy they always reminder her Life's gotta' get a little more rough, until she hits her curve And that's when she's left alone and broken And she's left with a little bit of nothing She's singing herself to sleep tonite She gave up another day, without a fight The demons crave her soul But her God longs for her to know…. It's not over for her life just yet I

Losing You by TXQT8705, literature

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Losing You

Thinking of the possibility of losing you My heart can't even describe the feelings it would go through I think my life would slowly come to an end Cause I'd be nothing without my angel who was Heaven sent I think my tears would drown me in my own despair I'd just give, because I just wouldn't care I think if you saw, I'd have nothing to care for Because my heart would be broken and left to mourn I wouldn't be able to smile or look up at the sky Because thinking of you, would just want to make me cry I'd long for nothing else, but to be with you again I'd give up my life, just to be given the chance… To hold you near to me one la

They Can't See by TXQT8705, literature

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They Can't See

Broken heart. Lives torn apart. They dont care to see, what they have done to me. I've been shattered. My pieces have been left scattered. Get me out of here. We'll take everything with us that's so dear. I'm barely holding on. My life's almost gone. Can't they see how youve saved me? Embraced me? Pointed the way which is right? The way that holds God's light? They're breaking my down once again. It's them, that haven't forgiven...what i did. What i said. They try so hard to manipulate and control. But what they think, is what they do now know. I'm not giving up. That's just their luck. They can try to bind me in this prison of my own pain. B

No Longer Afraid by TXQT8705, literature

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No Longer Afraid

God will bring me out of this dark and lonely place. That will be the day i'll have to look in his face. He'll remind me, i'm forgiven for running away. I can feel his tears pouring down as he watch my happiness slowly decay. His arms are so close for me to touch. They reach out, only longing for my love. He's calling name, so simple and sweet. His voice is my melody. He knows why my heart cries. He wishes i would no longer hide. I can feel Him so close. His presence, i remember i use to know. His light shine's down upon my face, trying to tell me im not alone. If i'd just take his hand, he'd open my eyes to see, it'

My Prayer by TXQT8705, literature

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My Prayer

What do i have left to hold onto? I think at one time or another i knew... God, this is my prayer so if you will, please listen to when i say Please will you help me through another day? Heal my heart from all it's scars Release me from my own prison bars Hear my cries late in the night Help me not put up such a fight Show me your love Show me your grace Let your tears fall down my face I need you hear with me now Cause without you i can't be found I'm cold And im broken And i feel so alone Please, God...will you show me which way to go? Comfort me in this time Show me you haven't left me behind Take my h

Care To Listen by TXQT8705, literature

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Care To Listen

Her hearts been broken into a million pieces Who's going to take the time to clean it? Does someone want to listen to all her mistakes? The ones that have caused her to break? She's a fool for what she's done She's a fool for what's she's become I'm breaking it down for you She's now been split in two Can't hear her deadly scream? The one that gives away her scheme? That's what happens when no one listens That's what happens when people pass up the opportunity they've been given Don't wanna take the chance of being burned? Don't worry about it, she's already been hurt

Where Does The Line Draw by TXQT8705, literature

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Where Does The Line Draw

sometimes life feels like it's a lost cause we can't see where the line in between us draws i'm looking for the answer to this life of mine but the more i look, the harder they are to find i think i'm going in circles now my mind's gone...it's can't be found i'm searching for a way to follow but my heart's slowly become too hollow i want to smile like it's a new day like everything here is going my way i want to live like there's no tomorrow i want to live like i don't know sorrow i wanna dream my never ending dreams i want the broken ones to be sewn at the seams i really do want to smile once again i wish someon

You Took my Hand by TXQT8705, literature

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You Took my Hand

The tears I've cried My heart feels like it's died I want to be with you Don't you want the same too? I tell you everyday Your love is what blows my mind away I love you more than I love myself I don't care to be with anyone else I found love when I found you I found an amazing person who was true Someone who cared Someone who dared To lend me a helping hand Someone who shared Their life also… You opened up to me Not sure who I was to be You gave it your all Not sure if you'd fall You lifted me up And helped me fill my cup My mouth parched I thirsted for more And that was when… You showed me the door I looked down the

Heaven Sent by TXQT8705, literature

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Heaven Sent

Heaven sent is what you are Ever since I made that wish, upon that star You gave me an angel's kiss Sweet to the touch Symbol of your true love Your eyes change Beneath the stars If you look in them long enough They show who you are Your stories been told As it all unfolds How beautiful ones mind can be It makes you stop, and then you see What a blessing you really are You have come so far I know it's hard for your mind to see it But I believe it And as I watch you everyday I know, you're going to find the way… And here, by your side I'm going to be Til' the end of time For eternity

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Deviant for 19 years
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Current Residence: San Antonio, Tx
Favourite genre of music: any kind except hard rock
Personal Quote: "We were unable to stay, but yet unwilling to leave"

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mmm...must i only choose one?

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Italian Job

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man...there are waaaay too many!

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pen, paper, my thoughts, and the computer

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reading:writing:riding:singing:listening:thinking

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TXQT8705

Mar 23, 2005

Change is Good

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WoW...it's been awhile since i've been on here, but i'm thinking im gonna start back up again... I had to take a break..had to get my life back on track...and i think i've done just that. To be honest with you...if people saw me today...they most likely wouldn't even realize i'm the same person. I've changed alot...my personality....emotionally...spiritually....i'm not depressed anymore!! I find that something to DEFINATELY be happy about....hopefully i'll be able to show you some of the things ive written recently...no longer do i write out of anger or furstration...ive let all that go, but now...it's out of joy...and happiness to be alive.

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TXQT8705

Nov 27, 2004

Tonight....

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it's been awhile.... i need my mom......i miss her....in all, i just miss my family. At least i get to see them all in 2 weeks...the first time in a long time......hopefully all will go well. Mmm...Gena's birthday is tomorrow....i most likely will be fighting back tears most of the day....missing out on her first birthday. It's of my own fault......but......how it hurts....well, overall life's been going wonderfully....God's been doing some pretty amazing things. I've learned that its best if you just take it a day at  a time... Well, i must go...but maybe within the next month ill write some poems...ive witten some, but none are any good..

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TXQT8705

Aug 8, 2004

it's been a good nite.

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tonite has been pretty good. Went to church and hung out with some people. Afterwards we went to state line holding up some signs saying GOD ROCKS! SATAN SUCKS! it was pretty fun. Then we went to the Skate Park and just chilled. And now..here i am..listening to Pink Floyd in Carman's room since there's nothing else to do! And you know what?!?!?! THE DAY AFTER TOMORROW...SCHOOL STARTS!!! It starts early here..and im not so sure how i feel about it, but im thinking it could be fun!!!! Well, i'm gonna go find something to do...but hope everyone is doing well!

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LuNar-doLLz

Jul 23, 2004

Thanx So much for supporting my * larafairie She has been feeling down lately, and I'm just making a run through of everyone on her watch list letting you all know that I thank you for supporting her. She's too young (and such a doll) to be doubting herself. I love her very much and I really really appriciate all your support. (Even if its only comments form time to time.) So thanx again for your support.