Change is GoodI had to take a break..had to get my life back on track...and i think i've done just that. To be honest with you...if people saw me today...they most likely wouldn't even realize i'm the same person. I've changed alot...my personality....emotionally...spiritually ....i'm not depressed anymore!! I find that something to DEFINATELY be happy about....hopefully i'll be able to show you some of the things ive written recently...no longer do i write out of anger or furstration...ive let all that go, but now...it's out of joy...and happiness to be alive...to breathe...to live another day for my God...my Father....and another day to live with my mom around...i don't know where i would be without her or my family...i really don't know. All i know is that God answers prayers! Well, i best go....but hope everyone is well...maybe i'll gain some new friends who take interest in the new me....the one who i was meant to be all along...
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PainNo one would dare read my thoughts. If they did they just might wish i'd never been born. They would hear about the kind of pain that isn't spoken of. Pain that is unbearable. They would cry many tears. In hopes of somehow erasing some of my pain. Their hearts would instantly be softened. They would wish that there was someway to wish my pain away. But i guess that is only what would happen to those who chose to listen. Who cared to listen. The others might laugh and give me their deepest apologies and walk off with a smirk on their face. I'd be able to hear their cutting wordsPain
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The TruthI cried and i cried hoping to find an escape. An escape from this reality. The one i had made for myself. I hate it. Everything i became and the things i had lost. I gained nothing by trying to please others. Nothing at all. I believed what the world had told me. If i tried a little harder i just might be accepted. But you want to know what i have come to find out? The realization that came to me? All lies. The person i became isn't who i really am. It is someone i wish not to be. And no matter what the world has told me... I shouldn't be ashaThe Truth
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Taken AwayI took everything i was ever given for granted. And before i knew what hit me, it was all taken away. Everything i ever loved. Those i loved so dear. Ripped from the very grasp of my hands. It all happened so fast. In the blink of an eye. One minute it was right there in front of me and then the next...it was gone. Now all i have to hold onto are the memories i forever kept. And hope. The hope that maybe one day i will see it all once again. Maybe even life. Maybe, i too, will also feel life within me. I'm trying to remember what it felt like...before it was taken aTaken Away
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This LoveYou can't even begin to see How much you really do mean to me I thought this kind of love was only in fairy tales But i found out for myself, this love will never fail So i'm sitting here on my bed Praying to God He'll give me the right words to be said Letting you know i'll always remain true Because i've only felt this love for youThis Love
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- Current Residence: San Antonio, Tx
- Interests: reading:writing:riding:singing:listening:thinking
- Favourite movie: Italian Job
- Favourite band or musician: man...there are waaaay too many!
- Favourite genre of music: any kind except hard rock
- Favourite artist: mmm...must i only choose one?
- Personal Quote: "We were unable to stay, but yet unwilling to leave"
- Tools of the Trade: pen, paper, my thoughts, and the computer
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